Found

There's a place in our heart that can be fill by someone
But in our journey sometime we're not gettin' what we wanted

Someone we crushing on
Someone we'd like to know with

It can never be found on our way of journey
But in the end they make it their journey

.....

To finally found you

.....

The Earth

Okay, first I want to let you know that I really like those vintage and clasic things. Either it's a photograph, building, house, clothes,etc--- The reason I like them all is because I know there's story behind those classic things. Maybe if they can speak they can tell me what was happen then? I am so curious how it feels to live in historical years. I want to feel the moment when the most known incident happened. Like if I can go back in those years I want to capture those moments and retell it to everyone in this century. Even though that's impossible but I just want to dream it.

Beside I want to go back to the past centuries. I also want to see the future. like what's gonna happen after I died. There's must be something new in the future. It will amazing if I can see it from now. Maybe we don't need to drive our car again because it will work automaticly or anything can happen as long as there's a technology in everything.

Well, these thoughts making me frustrated. Only because I know the thoughts are impossible to be happen. But there's something that making me glad. Whenever I see the sun, stars, moon, sky, water,etc-- I can feel the people that used to live in decades ago also feel the same thing as I am today. The people of the future will feel it too. This earth is everlast and no one can replace anything that attache with the earth. So, whenever i get curious all I wanna do is just breath the fresh air, see the sun, and see this universe.

Our self as a place

I am living in a place that no one will ever will. But it's the place that i grew up. Where my memories are made up here. I don't want to deny it if everyone told me that I am from this place. I would rather choose another place to grew up if i've asked before but unfortunately that's not what happened. I decided to love this as much as i could and i just want make my self comfortable then enjoy it. I love it by the way.

Someone could say whatever they want but that's just a talking nonsense. Before you receive the information about your self from someone else. Don't take the negative one it will caused you down breaking heart and you'll see your self so miserable. I suggest you to put your head clearly and just take the positive. Don't argue with people who also knew that it will just not worth to argue with because they keep telling the nonsense.

So, this is what i called a place. By the word i given in this passage is not about the place that actually a country you came from. But it's the mind that had the place of your own thoughts also the heart that the place of all your feelings. By now on I hope y'all understand what i'm saying and i just want to let you know that i'm open for you. It had the times when you realized you are the owner of your self. I mean just think about it clearly. It can be concluded that if you the owner of your self that also mean you are the owner of a place of your self. We set our self as a place of anything. We can make it until infinite because our fantasy and imagination are limitless.

In the middle of the crowds

I lost in the crowds
There's two choices, should i go or stuck in the middle of it
But i couldn't just go
My body stuck but not with my mind
Somehow i just love the way of it
In a place that people would hate it

I found my self enjoy it
I felt protected
A tons of people covered me
So i can't see clearly
But it comforts me
In the way it is

I can smell people
I am walking with their movement
Despite the narrow distance of the crowds
We still have a space for each other
We respect each other because we're together
That's the only thing that will happen
In the middle of the crowds

It will comes to you

 There's something i can't explain.
 How it felt to be surrounded
 Sometimes you just wanna move away
 Then in the end you took a conclusion
 Either you move away or to let it be

 Even i got the best family
 But still i got harmed sometimes by them
 At the end i don't have anyone
 I still had to go back to them

 Friends, I just choose the right one
 When inside of me i want the bad one
 But the truth is i can't be with them
 Because we're not the same shoes

 I don't want to be not me
 I want to just be the way I am
 Despite all those social
 Force me to be more and more
 But in my little heart's voice
 Tell me to stay on track

 Because there's a time
 That i can be more
 It just not right now
 But i believe in the world full of surpisess
 There will comes a day
 That i be a beautiful creature
 Who always shine everyone's heart
 And even her shine will spark more than the stars

 Let your self be free
 Let the day passes you everyday
 Because each day will lead you
 To the best day in your life
 And it will comes to you
 ......Soon

The universe knows what to choose

The sun is shining so bright

Yet my heart is still pounded

The ground keep stay still

But not with my strength

Look at the moon 

His lights shimmering the night

I saw the stars don't want to lose with him

It was the same with people

People keep fight over none thing

Yet i keep watching them

From distance i knew what's happen

But i just ignore it

If i get louder 

Does it make any different?

if i get into argue

Does it make any better?

The presence of someone 

Does impact in this life

Also with their shouts or their silences

Sure, their impact will make it good 

Even if that's wrong or right

But universe also knows what to choose

The wise one will be chosen

Comedy is my pleasure

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Untuk Ibu.

     Untuk : Ibu

     Dari    : your loveliest daughter :*

Terima kasih atas perhatian yang selalu Ibu berikan.Biar bagaimanapun kesal nya Ibu.Tapi selalu berusaha untuk untuk menyenangkan anak nya ini.Walaupun aku tau Ibu pasti sudah lelah dan kesal.

Terima kasih buat omelan-omelan yang selalu di berikan ketika terjadi  sesuatu yang tidak Ibu sukai.Karena omelan Ibu,membuat ku tau akan kesalahan ku dan berusaha memperbaiki nya.Sehingga bisa menjadi jauh lebih baik lagi.

  

Terima kasih untuk doa yang selalu Ibu panjatkan sehabis sholat.Betapa beruntung nya aku bisa mendapatkan doa seorang Ibu yang pasti Allah kabulkan.

  

Terima kasih telah menjadi Ibu yang luar biasa untuk ku.Sebagai teman tempat aku mengadu dan selalu mendukung ku selama ini.Ibu lah yang membuat ku bisa seperti sekarang ini.Ketelatenan nya mengurus ku selama 16 tahun ini adalah sesuatu yang luar biasa.Tidak Ada orang di dunia ini yang mau melakukan seperti yang Ibu lakukan.Sebuah hadiah yang sangat berharga.Untuk bisa memiliki seorang Ibu.Terakhir,maaf kan semua kesalahan yang pernah ku buat.I love you so much for the rest of my life!!!

                                               

                                                                     Selamat Hari Ibu!!!  :) :*

                                                                                                                         

Runaway from the Holy Land.

Abbie said we always stick together.But then someday she just left me to somewhere I didn't know.In a month I always tried to find her but I always failed.Everytime that I came home.There's always a rose in my bed.I don't know from whom.When I asked my mom,she also didn't know.So I collected the roses in one glass,there's thirty roses.I always take care of them.This roses got me questioning all day.Still a mistery.If there's an attachment with Abbie?

Today,in a school everything's going well.Still crowded as hell.I always hate this place.I don't wanna be in here cause this place was really suck.Where a bitch can be her self and a bullying is allowed.How suck it is?.Jamie come towards me.He looks so fresh and cute as always.He has a very charming face with dark hair and a shy smile that can melted every girl's heart.I smiled to him.

    "Wow Annie,why you always looks so beautiful?" Jamie said while he tease me.

    "Please don't be!!" I smirk at him.

    "Yeah,I compliment you buddy! Hahaha, but how's going?" He said while he adjust his bag.

    " OK, but my mind was full of Abbie,I don't know why." 

    "Really? Well we can talk about it later,Mrs.Doubt already enter the class." We walked together to English's class.The lesson that I really loved but not with the teacher.

I have never been in this situation.For God's sake I really missed Abby.Where has she been?.I look down to the roses that I put on the table near the window.It still smells good.I really like it.Abby also loves this.Wait roses? Abby?.Yeah I know it.Abby once said Everytime that She's sad She always went to the Deck woods behind our house.In a very high speed I went to Dack woods.When I got there.I searched for Abby.All the scenes of woods slap my nose.Then I saw a woman.She's really beautiful.With a white long dress.Her face a little pale.She asked me to come towards her.I followed with step by step.Until I got there and standing in front of her.She said,do you want to see Abby? I answered of course yes.She said again,but you have to join us.And I said how?.She said,I have to leave the world and come to her place in somewhere that no one else can be there.The place for a good people and will live happily ever after.

Because I really wants to see Abby.I just say yes and in a second I can't see or feel anything.Eventually,I already in the place that the woman said.The place was really bright.Ican see the rainbow,all the birds flies away,The puppies goes around.But there's no human.Like I am the only human.But then I can see my mother crying in my room hold my picture.My dad also cried.And in the other side I can see Jamie crying and throw anything away.What happened?? Why everybody crying?? Where am I?.I can't hold my tears,I cried really loud.I wanna come back! I wanna hug my mom and dad! I don't wanna be in here.

  "Annie! You're not alone! I am here! " I listened to Abbie's voice.

  " Abbie! Where are you?!" I screamed.

  "Just turn around." Then I turned around and see Abbie." Why you try to find me?! You're so stupid! You can be trapped here forever and never come back!" Abbie yelled at me.

  " What??!! No,Abbie I won't! Please send me back,we can go back right?" I really hope Abbie say yes.

  "No,of course not dummy! We already in Holly Land.Like ma'am Flo told you."

  "Who's ma'am Flo?" I asked her.

  "The woman you saw in Dack woods,however we can't do anything.At least we can go runaway."

  "How?" Then Abbie come close to me and whisper me.

  " There's a door that connected with the real world.If we can enter it then we can survive.The only problem is we have to fight with the door guide."

  "Door guide?" 

   "Just so you know,the door guide was a big lion and wolf.I don't know how to fight with them.I think that's impossible." Abbie's face was so worry.

   " I know how,First we have to know their weakness,We gotta go to the library.I am sure there's a book about them."

   "Genius! I know where the library is,come on!" I followed Abby.I forgot how long I am not seen Abbie.Her lil happy face still there.I am glad I can see Abbie again.

The library was really huge.The racks really tall.There's a couch in each corner.Every book was a leather cover.Really old books so vintage.Then Abby took one book.After she checked it she put it back.I tried to find in every corner of the rack maybe there.In 20 minutes I could not find it.But then when I took one.I see the tittle of the book.It said 'fight with the lion and wolf'.I almost yell out loud.I run to Abbie.I show her the book.She said yes this is.We read it while we sit down on a very comfortable couch.The book said,the weakness of the lion and wolf was.A very smell dead dog.Because they will not focus and eat it instead to focus with us.After that me and Abbie went out.And try to to find a dog I mean a few dogs.We're gonna kill it.Then we find them.Actually we won't to do this but we have to.We try our best to not be caught up by someone.We did it.

In the night.We start our mission.We walk in a very dark street our feet lead us to some cave full of bats.I cover my face with my hand.After passed the bats.We can see a very huge lion and wolf.They're so horrible and scary.I swear that's the scariest thing I ever seen.Abbie look at me and convinced me everything's ok.I hold the dead dogs.And slowly come in to the lion.I see lion's eyes become aware.He looks at me like who the hell are you?.But I really tried to ignore it and focus to the door behind the wolf.I put the dead dogs down in the center so we can walk behind them.Abbie also did the same with the wolf.Their eyes not focus on me anymore but with the dead dogs.Our plan succed.Then me and Abby run as we made it.We already in front of the door.We try to open.But we forget that it's locked and we don't have the key.I started to panick.Abby try to find in some place.I also try it.But we can't find it.

We have to hurry.Before they finish their dinner.Suddenly I saw a bright gold in some rock.I get it and turns out to be our luck because it is the key.I reach to the door and tell Abby I found it.When I try to open it.It's a little bit hard.But I am not given up.And the door open.God! I am so relieved.Abby said I have to come in first.Actually we have to enter a small hole so need a little fit it session.I hurry to enter.and I did it.I wait for Abby.But when I look back I didn't see Abby.Then I listened Abby's screaming.No, please don't.I come back but it's really hard because it was really small.I scream and cry.After a while,I can see Abby's hand.I said 'Abby? Are you right?' Then Abby answered it really weak.She said yes.And asked me to hurry up.After that.I can see a bright light.I come out,and finally I am in a real world again!.How happy i am.I help Abby to come out.I can see the blood all around Abby's body.Then I hug Abby and said thank you! I love you!.Abby hug me back and crying.Said I miss you and thank you for pick her up from Holy Land.Finally we can be to be together again.And forever our friendship never end.I will never forget our runaway from this Holy Land.

  

FOSTER THE PEOPLE

Gue suka banget sama band yang satu ini mereka berasal dari california, amerika serikat. personilnya tuh ada Mark foster dia sebagai vocalist , Cubbie fink sebgai basis atau guitarist and then Mark Pontius as a drummer.From all of the member my favorite is Mark Pontius because he is really really cool and have a nice looking and he's also have a nice sense of humor.Pokoknya dia yang paling segalanya deh dibandingin yang lain hehehe.

   

oh, iya ngomongin tentang konser mereka.Gue akhirnya nonton juga pas mereka ngadain live concert in jakarta pada tanggal 11 januari 2012 lalu what a yeay !! :D. Kirain gue gak banyak yang dateng karenakan mereka baru masuk di dunia musik.Gatau nya banyak banget yang dateng dan ikut nonton.Mereka ngadain konser nya di tennis indoor senayan.Dan gue duduk di bagian tribune.Yahh,, ada beberapa bule juga sih yang ikut dateng sekalian cuci mata hihihi.Pas opening gue lupa judul lagu nya apa tapi lumayan banget pemanasan biar semangat. And then they sang a couple of my favorite songs of them like : i would do anything for you, call it what you want,pumped up kicks,waste, helena beat, and houdini.  Clsing nya mereka nyanyiiin lagu pumped up kicks.Karena gue tribune jadi nya gue harus berdiri buat dapetin foto mereka.Nah pas gue udah berdiri di pinggir pager pembatas nya sambil ngerekam, tiba-tiba ada yang nyolek-nyolek gue pas gue balik ternyata di belakang gue ada cowok bule gitu sama ceweknya orang indonesia,dia nyuruh gue minggir tapi pake bahasa isyarat pokoknya artinya dia gak keliatan.,yang nyeremin matanya sambil melotot gitu hiiiyyy.., yauda gue minggir aja lagian yang lain pada berdiri dia malah duduk-duduk aja.

    

Tapi over all the show  was so rocked me up in that night.yah, walaupun ada beberapa hal yang ngebuat gue terganggu dan bikin gue lumayan manyun juga but the point is i want to see foster the people so i don't care about the bad things!! when the concert is over gue keluar dengan perasaan seneng banget siapa tau mereka dateng cuma sekali aja ke Jakarta ,tapi gue mau nya mereka dateng lagi sih, at the end it was the best concert ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( i can't stop smiling right now :p)

mark foster and mark pontius

foster the people live in jakarta!!!